Silently debating

I sit and stare ever so quietly
As all my thoughts wrestle
Around inside my head
The darker more sinister thoughts
Keep pushing to the fore front
I feel the dark energy seep down
Out of mind and down my face
Entering into my eyes
Impulses radiate down my body
And all I really want is
To sit and stare quietly

But my body is tensing and fighting

Trying not to let the thoughts win

One last good thought in my head 

Is pushing forward 

Sending a silent plea

To up above at an unseen entity

God please help me

Echoes in my head

And a peacefulness encompasses me

From head to toe

And I sit quietly and stare
For one more night